the man behind the curtain. the people who do alot but yet receive no credit. im not one of those people. i like to be acknowledged for what i do especially if i did something noticeable. but i do struggle with this and not trying to take the credit or at least taking not as much as i should. But in a religion where we shouldn't share too much about stuff for example fasting and in a religion where boasting is taught against, its hard to live. and in a world where we really are humans and the natural human tendency is to accept appraisal from others and boost confidence its like we are caught in a world of contradict.
so what should we do. we cant receive recognition for the good things we do, we cant boast to others about the accomplishments we do so what do we do.
u know i was re-reading over what i just wrote and yeah alot of my writing probably reflects what sort of mood im in at the time of writing. had a cool chill day but the last half was just frustrating and u know what for no good reasons at all just mad about everything and stuff here and there would just add to it.
lemme tell u man satan is strong. really he is but GOD is stringer. but in the earthly sense satan is the master of deceit and lies. he whispers into our ears so he can turn ourselves against ourselves. so with all this in mind i proly dont mean too much of what i wrote earlier and it was just a tangent caused by anger caused by satan caused by nothing if that made sense.
and for no particular reason at all i always seem to look forward to reading ruth and charles's blogs but i do read everyones. so until next time
peace and love
Whenever I read your posts, I can hear your voice as I read it. I think you talk and write similarly ahahaha.
ReplyDeleteBut yeah, satan is strong. but if you look above satan, God is there reigning over everything. And everyone gets tempted by satan...I find myself struggling all the time too. But as long as you have "GUILT," of whatever temptations Satan puts out for you, at least the holy spirit is telling you something's not right. Great job leading today at SG. You definitely beat Ruth and I in the aesthetic presentation part of sg. haha thanks dk